It's a bird! It's a plane! No it's....PROCRASTINATION GIRL! Able to avoid projects until mere days before their due date! Forgets papers until hours before their due! Is her super power useful?? Only time will tell!

  So as you might guess I am a PRO at procrastination. I can literally procrastinate at ANYTHING. For instance, today I realized that I had a paper due at midnight...seriously...panicking....Thank God I pulled myself up by my bootstraps and wrote that dang paper in an hour while sitting on my sons floor while he played around me and on me.
 
  Procrastination has always been something that I've struggled with. Even in my personal life, I'll struggle to make plans or get out of the house just cause it's hard for me (although I also think that there's a healthy bit of social anxiety in there for good measure). Whatever I do I have to FORCE myself to do it. Even my art, which depresses me beyond compare. I hate that I have to force myself to do something that feels so natural at some points. But I know if I don't keep doing it I will just stop and never do it again, which would be absolute agony.

  For now I just take things a little bit at a time and try to plan what I can. I try not to stress if I forget something and prioritize things in the best ways I can. I get stressed a lot, but I think I'm getting better...I hope I am anyway.

  Well I'd better head to bed here soon. It's supposed to freeze over tonight (YAY!)! Although, it's supposed to get back up to 80 this week (bleh). For now I am all cozy in my bed in a fantastically funky sweater and ready to head off to sleep. Night guys.